A. C. 8/13/23 A. C. 8/13/23

in the space between the lovers, we are forced to face ourselves

I swung like a pendulum between aching for love and longing to be free from my desire.

Day 154

A. C. 7/30/23 A. C. 7/30/23

the mind cannot see what it cannot accept

I often felt crippling anxiety around friends and acquaintances.

Day 81

A. C. 7/23/23 A. C. 7/23/23

I had actively searched for and chased after love for more than a decade.

Day 80

A. C. 6/26/23 A. C. 6/26/23

I was awakened from my daydreaming by a visceral sexual attraction.

Day 109